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| He holds the key to my heart...will he open it? |
There is no hiding from him, but that is the person I want to hide from the most. I don’t want him to know I still think about him. I don’t want him to know I still dream of him. I don’t want him to know I still care! So in an attempt to hide these feelings from him, I put even more of a shield up with him. Hell, it’s like a barricade. But the barricade is for him and me. I don’t want him knowing I still have feelings for him, but I also don’t want myself acknowledging I still have feelings for him. I am in denial—trying to fool everyone (myself included) that the curtains are closed on he and I. But the truth is…there may be a second act…
Man, I can relate to this post, but I'm not in denial about my feelings, as a matter of fact I may have made my feelings known a little too much, too soon. Now I'm disappointed because in my vulnerable, emotional outburst(s), I put myself out there, and the response I was looking for did/ has not came. Such is life, I guess. (shrugs shoulders)
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